Well... where do I start? About a year and half ago I actually did send in pics to ftvgirls and even had a flight set up for me to shoot and everything, but I got nervous and flaked out. I wasn't sure if the photographer was mad at me so I didn't try again until now, and here I am! Things have been very rough for me in the past months. I broke up with an abusive boyfriend, he took a lot of my money and broke my cell phone. Even when I traveled to Phoenix (I'm from San Diego) I didn't have a phone to call the photographer and had to use a payphone to call him up to pick me up. Shooting for ftvgirls had me nervous and excited at the same time. I knew the money would be good and would help give me a boost of cash when I needed it the most. The photographer was nice, and not creepy at all which made me really comfortable with him. He's much younger than I would've thought when he's running such a big site like this. So after I got ready at the house, we went out to a golf course (and it seemed like he just picked out the spot at random!) and we got to it. I took my panties off and did some of my stretching and flexibility stuff which looked like it turned him on. I startled many guys in golf carts driving by and even flashed one guy who almost crashed! Lots of fun and it was easy to do. I get wet and horny really easy so I just wanted to jump into masturbating and showing the photographer how much I enjoy it. I've never ever done anything like this before, and I haven't even stripped or anything, but the experience was totally exciting me. I picked from a selection of toys and took the biggest one (and I like pink). Sure, I like masturbating and I do, but I have to say fucking is better. The toy is like a fuck machine and what's more it vibrates. I can come from sex or just having a toy on my clit, or somone going down on me. I prefer a girl going down on me, they just do it better. I hadn't had sex for 2 weeks and that's a big deal for me, seriously! So when I used that toy, I came so hard and I came a couple of times! I noticed that the photographer frowned on my tattoo over my pussy, but you've got to understand that it was originally a name tattoo of my ex-boyfriend in high school (I know it was stupid!) and so when I wanted to cover it up, I had them fill it out with a lotus flower. We talked about doing extreme after I told the photographer I could try the bigger toys. He said I should try fisting. I didn't even know what it meant until he showed me some videos. I've never even thought of something like that but I was willing to try. I couldn't do it right from the front but from the side my arm could reach. I'm actually very surprised it worked! Its a strange feeling at first because I'm feeling my insides and I've never done that before. Once I got over the shock value, it actually felt good. I think someone with a small hand doing it to me would feel even better.
